Whoops.
A mistake every girl makes because we become desperate for some
type of attention.
Be honest with yourself.
Does he text you to take you to coffee
or does he text you to take you to bed?
Does he call you to hear your voice or does
he not call at all?
Does he make the effort that YOU deserve?
If not, why are you in this.
I ask myself this question a lot.
And it makes me feel worthless.
Like I'm not worth any effort at all.
So it makes me content with being alone.
When in reality, I want someone to want
me as much as I want them.
Why am I choosing to settle for this dude?
Why can't I see that I am better than this?
I know I am.
I was just hoping he would help show me.
But didn't and as many times as he said it would be
different, I know deep down I'm just being used.
I settled.
It's heartbreaking.
It's depressing.
It sucks.
I would rather be alone than settle for someone
who makes me feel more alone even when I'm with them.
