Friday, September 2, 2016

Bitter....but...

You used to say how much more you loved me than I loved you. 
How silly am I to believe that could have been true.
when it was so easy for you to walk away without a simple good bye. 
You know my heart and I know yours. I just lost track of where yours was going. But you've always known where mine was: with you.
And as I lay here missing you, saddened, and feeling more broken than I ever have before, how is it that you could have ever loved me more? 


But you needed to walk away. 
Jesus needs you right now. 
He has a good plan for you 
And for me.
And I pray every day we still get to be a part of each others walk because you were my best friend. 
So still I look back & know that we both have this amazing potential to love.
And when Jesus allows us to thrive off that, our stories will truly be beautiful.
Our love has been my favorite story
So maybe its not about who loved each other most, but more about how we brought Christ's love to each other. 
And I pray we strive to be those people.
Because although I may feel as though I loved you more, Jesus loves you most.

-fighting the hurt

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